You think i am this emotion, you think i am that emotion when i am neither.
Its crack up that you take me for granted. You pretty much would rather watch a tv show this evening then see me. you would choose him over me everytime. Thats fucked, bestfriends?
Honestly i feel like you are bad for me. Im perfectly sain and happy without you and i only feel like this with you. I wonder my life without you. But its not even that easy cause i love you but i hate what we have. I love and hate you at the same time. I want to drift. But i cant we are to close. My brain hurts. You are hurting me.
God you have no idea, you have no idea about my struggles cause if i tell you, you will get mad you will not understand so i give up.
You and me need a change or our friendship will change.
Released and happy.
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